Everything, everything, that was meant to be said, though always not be to heard, is in our words/ We are different than others, many of us, but rare, a private life we strive to, because only the special things that mean true to us, we do not share/ We are cold people, and this may be our best parts, you will never understand us, but if you bare to peek into our memories, somewhere between the pain, you will know love is in our hearts.
Where I ask, as the room is dark and the light dims on my cigarette and reflects on an empty flask.
We all promised forever, our first big mistake our parents assured in spite of being a small sum,
Where did all my friends go I ask? I just hope where ever you are, no matter how fast the years seem to add up to always keep our memories young.
Where did all my friends go? Maybe it is I who hasn’t fully moved on, or maybe this is why I have.
Where did all my friends go? Good things never seem to last, a short smile, and all I can do is laugh.
Now that your gone the heavy sky above cries aloud a sound that haunts me day and night
As I peer calmly out the window pane, thoughts start to pour down as I begin to exhale memories onto the the glass, my fingers press against the glass mistakenly as they begin to synchronize the alphabet and slowly spells out your name
Now that your gone my world and its reasons are hollow
And now that your gone I move alone without your foot prints, and after a days walk I feel someone is behind me as I cant help but to feel sad and smile as I know its your shadow that follows
Now that your gone, a feeling is more than a feeling
A touch is nothing more than a touch
Time is nothing more than time
Enough has never been more than enough
Now that your gone there…
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Damn what can I say when I look at the skyline
I become comfortable numb
so much I become the city’s bright lights
to the ghettos all way down to the city’s night life
what a feeling to become comfortable undone
no matter how old you are the sites will define you
as young, and umm
though I am not from such a place
I close my eyes, wish, then I wait,
reopoen my lids to a sensation
on an Apple could create.
I am in a world of, I am in a world of pain north, south, east, west
I am in a world of pain, have you ever felt you lost the person of your dreams?
and lately its been hard to patch up forever through the seams, but I guess life is not it seems
I was your king you were my queen is what I saw when I thought of better things
and now your gone and now I am lost and this what I have to say in this song
I am in a world of, I am in world of pain, north, south, east, west
You ever come to a point in your life where you just couldn’t take the stress anymore, the let downs, the downfalls? I think I am at the point .
Lately I been terrified to sleep in the dark. My mind races and I began to see all my past faces. My my mind races and I became terrified. I keep the light on now. The light fights off my demons, all the bad thoughts. Iam terrified of the dark. goodnight